NEVER make someone your priority when they make you only an option

I'm just a girl
You're just a boy
This is my heart
It's not a toy
So what's with you playing with my mind?
We used to be cool
This used to be love
Now it's become
Something like a job
Like it or not
Maybe things were changing
Right before our eyes
I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Trynna control me
Like some kind of barbie
But that just ain't me
'Cuz I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No i could never be stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls
I ain't a doll
- ''dollhouse''
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i'm really too old for this.
i love him too much.
i've already been hurt too many times by...YOU
i don't deserve this, like i've told you before..but you just don't care.
so i'm gone.

there are days i wake up in the best mood, and then one little thing happens or one little thing was said that breaks my heart.
i try so very hard to stay positive and try my hardest and view the cup as half full over half empty, but it's sorta hard to be all of those when someone keeps bringing me down.

what is your definition of cheating?
talking to someone secretly?
doing physical things with someone?
keeping secrets from your significant other purposely?
ignoring your significant other while paying all attention to someone else?

i just don't get it.
maybe it's just me.
maybe its just not meant to be.